It was Christmas morning...

Son, did you wash the dishes?

Yes Mom! Merry Christmas! How did you know?

The floor is all wet.

Ok jokes aside...

We don’t fight for victory

We fight to remain on the side of victory

I think GuardiAngel and the Jerk are actually becoming closer.

What are you fighting for?

I run in a race
I begin to fall behind
I stop running.
It’s only a race

I sit for a test
I realise it’s hopeless
I keep trying
It’s not about beating others

I’ve been disappointed
In my lack of fighting spirit.
I should not have been disappointed
Becsuse I don’t have the fighting spirit.

I don’t fight to beat others
I fight for survival
I fight for the survival
Of all that I believe in

In the harshest of conditions
In the lowest points of morale
When people begin to change
I fight to remain

What am I fighting for?
Not to win a little race
Not to beat the guy in front of me
Not to show off to any body

No
I fight for a bigger cause
I fight in the ultimate battle
I fight for the survival
Of my character.

Sunset

Remember, remember,
The Tenth of December,
The Longest call I’ve ever got.
The hour eleven
Two thousand and seven
Shall never be forgot.

Remember, remember,
Eleventh December,
The jungle hat that I had bought.
Though this buy was sudden
What great jubilation
This Happy Hat had brought.

Remember, remember,
The Twelfth of December,
The Friend I had longed for and sought.
Her firm Confirmation
Brought peace and elation
To one whose heart had not.

Remember, remember,
On Thirteen December,
Remember the war that was fought.
Though many have fallen
Our Victory is certain
With friends we hold the fort.

Remember, remember,
Fourteenth December,
The biggest round I’ve ever shot.
The Punch of percussion
And Force of destruction
Was very, very hot.

Not a Jerk

What gives me the right to say something like that of someone?
Let me justify myself.


1. I’m not picky over the quality of food.
2. I can wash the dishes.
3. I know how to hand wash clothes.
4. I’ve burnt myself learning how to iron.
5. I’ll stay up late for anyone who calls me by my name.
6. Even if that means falling asleep in class.
7. I’m early for almost every meeting
8. I open doors for girls
9. I may be tempted easily
10. But I fight it with all I’ve got.
11. I speak from the heart.
12. I can play the basics of every instrument in the rock band.
13. I go deep with the literature I study
14. Reading into movies and art work the way I would with prose and poems
15. I think out of the box
16. I enjoy bordering absurdity sometimes
17. It’s a different type of humour.
18. I don’t like to spend money on clothes and shoes
19. I don’t mind wearing my dad’s clothes if it fits and looks alright.
20. I don’t get an allowance per say
21. I just give an account of my spending directly to my parents.
22. I don’t just survive in a new environment I’m in
23. I keep struggling until I can live victoriously there.
24. I think the best of others
25. I care for others
26. I love others.
27. I managed to pick up my maternal dialect without being taught.
28. I may struggle to communicate in languages other than English
29. But that has not stopped me visiting the elderly at the old folks home.
30. I’m not muscular, but I can take a heavy load and long road.
31. I’ve been careful not to go into a relationship till I’m mature enough.
32. I’ve been praying about my future job since young
33. Actually, I pray a lot.
34. I was a top debater in school
35. But I choose not to argue
36. I’d encourage the outcast and the oppressed instead
37. I may find it immensely difficult to approach people I don’t know
38. But I still do to welcome them into church.
39. I love to go cycling
40. I love the field
41. I’m sensitive to emotions, especially of others’ hurt
42. I conduct myself differently intentionally
43. I take advise and correction to heart
44. I am confident in myself.


Tell you the truth
I only used to want to kill that jerk
Now…
He’s not that bad.

And Rainbow Girl agrees.

Jerk

I have never used this word on anyone before.
It sounds so forceful.
I have never really used this word before
Except on one guy.
Let me tell you why


1. He can’t cook.
2. He won’t wash the dishes.
3. He does not know how to his own laundry.
4. He can’t iron.
5. He won’t sleep early at night.
6. He’s always falling asleep in class.
7. He’s late for almost every informal meeting
8. Even if it’s a girl.
9. He doesn’t know how to be gentlemanly.
10. He’s tempted easily.
11. He’s hypocritical.
12. He can’t keep his focus on something for very long.
13. He has quite a collection of good literature
14. But does not like to read books.
15. His jokes boarder absurdity
16. His jokes fall flat
17. He tries to act cool when they do.
18. He does not like to buy clothes or shoes
19. He dresses in old fashioned hand-me-downs
20. In fact, he hates buying his own clothes.
21. He can’t manage his own money.
22. He takes forever to get used to a new environment
23. He takes even longer to take on any responsibilities.
24. He’s broken trust
25. He’s broken affection
26. He’s broken hearts
27. He can’t spell properly
28. He can’t speak, write or read his own dialect
29. He struggles to do so with his mother tongue
30. He’s asthmatic.
31. All he talks about are girls and career
32. But he’s never had a girlfriend.
33. He tries to pray, but is inconsistent.
34. He was a top debater in school
35. But he fails to speak up for the oppressed around him
36. Even if they are his friends
37. He’s too shy to approach people he does not know
38. Even when he’s really lost.
39. He does not do sports.
40. He can’t even play football or basketball.
41. His actions are often feminine
42. He conducts himself weirdly
43. He does not listen to advise
44. He is confident in himself.


There has only one person in the world
One guy
Whom I’ve considered
Killing.