08 July 2007

Constrain

I got on the bus and plugged in my Christian music.
I was immediately reminded of that Awkward day.
It was the first time I plugged in since then anyway.


I watched the scenery pass me by. The trees, the buildings...
I wished I could be out there.
I wished I could run.
I wished I could cycle.
I wished I could fly.


But I was stuck in this bus.
And I was not in control of it.
Sitting too far behind to have any bearing on it's course.


So my freedom has been reduced to the confines of this bus, at least for the duration of this bus ride that I did not take into account while planning this day.


So the question is... Am I just going to let this bus ride be just a bus ride, or am I going to work around constrains?

I took out my pocket pc, wrote all this down, and got off the bus.