For the First Time in My Life

I made a major decision regarding a girl, and i didn't feel any sense of regret after it was made.

It was such a relief.

For the first time in my life, it didn't feel wrong- like a mistake i should not have made or a road i should not have not taken.

I felt peace.

I feel i'm whole again.

I feel like a poet who has found his pen.

I feel like the boy who was lost and found.

I feel complete.

I'm back.

Joy.

I'm happy.

I hope it lasts.

Thank you Lord. Thank you so, so much.

Please help this to work out.

In Jesus name,

Amen.